hAnyA kAmuU,...0_^

kamu,,sy xtau nape sy suke n syg kamu...
perlu ka sebab utk menyanyangi kamu??
maafkn sy sb byk wat kamu menderita..
tp dihati sy hanya kamu..

kalo sy ditakdirkn jmpe kamu dr awl..
semuani pasti xterjadi pd sy..
ruginye sy..

kamu sudi trime sy..
walau ape pon kekurangan yg ade pd sy..
alangkah bertuahnye sy jd gf kamu..
malu....hihi

kalo kamu nk tau..
hanya kamu dihati sy..
sy nk sgt kamu sentiasa ade disisi sy...
walau jauh,,tp dekat dihati..
(kata orang la)

perkenalan dgn kamu membuat kn sy xpkir lelaki laen..
hrp kamu pon sme..
same2 kite jge hbgn nie ok..
lot of love..~hani_shah~

~my necklace idaman~

huhuhu,,,sapela yg sanggup nk bg aku rantai nie,,,
hope i can get it one day,,
dari sape???
itu yg kite xtau,,,
hehehehe,,,
rantai bentuk hati,,,
melambangkan hati si pemberi,,,
akan ku jaga sepenuh hati,,
seperti mana kau menjaga hati ku ini,,,

wiilllll yooouuu hatttee meeeeee??

You smile in the two way mirror of my eyes.
I put on my faith like I wear a disguise.
You can't see my soul, see the life that I live.
But I show you the mask of the best I can give.
I've hid here, afraid, like a child behind,
the truth of the thoughts that clutter my mind.
What if you knew, about all that I do?
The things that I think... the me that is true?

Would you call me a hypocrite? Call me a liar?
Would you curse out my name?
Would you damn me to fire?
Would you know what to say?
Would you just walk away, afraid the me I've tried to hide,
would too closely resemble the truth of you that lies inside?

I've been looking for answers since becoming adult,
not looking for dogma to live like a cult.
I've been looking to live, I've been living to find,
freedom from cages that limit my mind.

I've been running and hiking and dreaming of flying,
but falling and stumbling never shadowed my trying.
So now here I am before God and you,
showing my face and my true self to you.
I'm not scared of God, I trust God understands,
but I'm wandering if you will still offer your hands

Will I scare you? Upset you? Frustrate you? Irrate you?
Challenge your lifestyle or weaken your trust?
Or will you see my effort? My passion? Sincerity?
Will you see just a little of yourself in me?
Will you take off your mask so we can both be free?

~i Car3 aBouT yOu~

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or
Saying nothing and wishing you had?

I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don't be afraid totell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs.

Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?

Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own........when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.

Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?

Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.

Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?

We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we
don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.

But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.

Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.

Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.

* What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?

*What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?

*What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care anymore)



*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?



*What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?*

People live, but people die. I want to tell you that
you are a friend.

If you died tomorrow (God Forbid)



You would be in my heart.
Would I be in yours?

If you care about me as much as I care about you



you will send this back

We might be best friends one year, pretty good friends the next year, don't talk that often the next, and don't want to talk at all the year after that.

So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life,

I look up to you, respect you, truly cherish you , most of all I CARE about friends



Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you.


Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will.

Remember, everyone needs a friend someday you might feel like you have NO FRIENDS at all, just remember this e-mail and take comfort in knowing somebody out there cares about you and always will..

I care about YOU !!

~LIFE IS TO0 SHORT~~

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~siapakah yg telah mengambil hatiku??~~

siapa?????
aku pon xtau,,,
tp yg pasti 'dia' sentiasa dihatiku ini,,,
entah bila aku maseh nk pendam kn lg perasaan ini,,,
hahahha,,,poyo giler,,
tp nk wat cmne,,dh mmg kenyataan yg aku maseh cintakn 'dia',,,
kenapa lah aku yg harus membuat pengorbanan??
kenapa???
adakah aku kuat utk hadapi semua nie??
aku kuat hanya utk 'nya',,,,
3 tahun????
terlalu lama,,,,
tp,,aku akan sabar menunngu,,,
hanya 'dia' yg akn menjadi milikku,,,
tiada siapa selainnya,,,,
kalbulknlah doaku,,,
smoga 'dia' adalah pilihan terbaek ku,,
dan tiada lg selainnya,,,,
aku akan menunngu mu,,,
walaupon perit,,,
walaupon ini yg 'kau' berikan,,,,
khas ~boy~

~~S U K E R E L A W A N~~

huhuhu,,,,bez sgt time nie,,,
kami diberi mase 2 ari je 4 practise tarian,,
mengalahkn profesional lak,,,
huhuhu,,,,
apepon,,
smua owg yg lihat tarian 2 ckp ok n bgus,,
thanks 2 kawan2 n akak yg mengajar kami,,
kenangan yg sgt bermakne 4 kami smua,,,
menjadi sukeralawan,,,
kpd mber2,,
sertailah kelab sukeralawan,,,
pastinye membuahkn hasil yg sgt bernilai,,,
(>_^),,,

BENGANG~~~

nape la aku msti sakit ati kalo gdoh ngn sowg mamat nie,,,
aku xske nk gdoh2 ngn die,,
sb aku pnt gdoh ngn die,,,
eeee,,,,sape2 ley tlg redakn kemarahan aku nie,,,
dh la die 2 ego tinggi gunung everest,,,
bkn nk megalah pon..
aku gk yg kne mengalah,,
sb aku pkir aku nie nk jmpe lme ag,,,
1 klas plak 2.,,
eeeeeeee,,,,sabor jela..
nsib aku ade prasaan syg kt die,,
kalo x,,,
die je xde prasaan syg kt aku atau owg yg amik berat sal die,,,
pliz la brubh,,,
bkn 4 owg len,,tp 4 ur self,,
owg yg dimaksudkn,,,
abg,,,,,,,,

~~FISRT AIDER~~

handfon idaman kini menjadi kenangan~~~~

lom 1month i use dis fon,,,
now i terpaksa jual die.,,,
sedey sangat,,,
fon ni jd idaman mse die 1st kua...
dh dpt pkai lak,,,
jap je...
xpela,,,insyaallah,,kalo ade rezki lebey,,
aku akn pkai fon 2 lg,,,
skang nie,,,
hnya mampu bermimpi dan berdoa,,,,

C~I~N~T~A

perasaan cinta itu dimulai dari mata,,,sedangkan rasa suka dimulai dari telinga,,jd,, jika kamu mahu berhenti menyukai seseorg,,cukup dgn menutup telinga,,,tp apabila kamu coba menutup matamu,,,dari org yg kamu cintai,,,cinta itu berubah,,,menjadi titisan air mata,,,dan terus tinggal dihatimu,,,dlm jarak waktu yg cukup lama,,,,,,,(0_^)

HEAD ACHE!!!!

WHY DIS WEEK,,,I'M ALWAYS HVE HEAD ACHE...???
IS DAT I'M ALWAYS THINKING SOMETHING..??
OR SOMETHING DAT DISTURB MY MIND..???
HUH~~~
I HOPE 'HE' WAS HEAR N STAND BESIDE ME 4 SHARE DIS MATTER WIF ME....
N GIVE HIS HAND 4 ME HOLD IT....
PLIZ...HELP ME DEAR...

KEPALA PUSING!!!!!

windu someone~~

npe la ak maseh windu kn die...
pada hal..die xde prasaan pon kt ak...
ya ALLAH,,tlg la hambamu ini...
berikanlah ak kekuatan utk ak hadapi prasaan ini..
buangknlah prasaan ini jauh dr ak terhdpnye..

ak berdoa die bahagia d'samping owg yg die syg..
ak akn turut gembira jika die bahgia..
walau pon hbgn ak hnye smntara dgnye..
namun ak cukup bahgia bersamanye..
terima kaseh ya ALLAH krn memberi ak kesempatan utk bersmanye..

ak skrg tidak seceria dlu..
tidak sme seperti ak bersamaye dlu...
ak sndri tidak tahu knpe ak jd begini..
hanya krne DIE..

P.E.N.A.T

huhuhuhu....very tired dis week...
help me fren 4 his 'pilihanraya'....
hope him will win 4 dat place in MPP...
now i'm miss home,,,fmly,,frenz,,n someone...
really wanna meet him dis holiday..
dah la jmpe die jap je aritu...
i'm now juz wait 4 dat day 4 meet him...
ok,,,got go...sayonara~~

I CAR3 @BOUT YOU...II

Have you ever denied your feelings for someone bcoz your fear of rejection wass too hard to handle?..we tell lies when we are afraid...afraid of what we don't know,,afraid f what others will think,,afraid of what will be found out about us...
But every time we tell lies,,the thing we fear GROWS stronger....
life is all about risk and it REQUIRES you to jump...

what would you do if every time you fell in love you HAD to say good bye..??

what would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there..??

what will you if you're best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt..???(even if you don't care anymore)

what would you do if you LOVED someoe more than ever and you couldn't have them..??

what would you do of you never got the chance to say i am friends with all of my family and they know i love them..??

people live,,but people die..i want to tell you that you are a friend..if you died tomorrow (god forbid) YOU WOULD BE IN MY HEART...WOULD I BE IN YOURS..??

~~de last day at home~~

~sdynye,,,sok de last day dok umh...pas 2 nk blik uitm dh...pasni,,lmbt ag ni blik ipoh...huhuu..tp xpe..sb kelmarin dpt jmpe someone dat is vry special in my life...even we meet in just very short time,,,but i'm still happy dat day with ***....i wonder when can i meet *** again....~

~~i'm yours~~

Jason Mraz - I’m YoursWell you done done me and you bet I felt itI tried to be chill but you’re so hot that I meltedI fell right through the cracksand now I’m trying to get backBefore the cool done run outI’ll be giving it my bestestNothing’s going to stop me but divine interventionI reckon its again my turn to win some or learn someI won’t hesitate no more, no moreIt cannot wait, I’m yoursWell open up your mind and see like meOpen up your plans and damn you’re freeLook into your heart and you’ll find love love loveListen to the music of the moment maybe sing with meAh, la peaceful melodysIt’s your God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loveSo I won’t hesitate no more, no moreIt cannot wait I’m sureThere’s no need to complicateOur time is shortThis is our fate, I’m yoursI’ve been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirrorAnd bending over backwards just to try to see it clearerBut my breath fogged up the glassAnd so I drew a new face and laughedI guess what I’m saying is there ain’t no better reasonTo rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasonsIt’s what we aim to doOur name is our virtueI won’t hesitate no more, no moreIt cannot wait I’m sureThere’s no need to complicateOur time is shortThis is our fate, I’m yoursWell no no, well open up your mind and see like meOpen up your plans and damn you’re freeLook into your heart and you’ll find love love love loveListen to the music of the moment come and dance with meah, la one big family (2nd time: ah, la happy family)It’s your God-forsaken right to be loved love love loveI won’t hesitate no moreOh no more no more no moreIt’s your God-forsaken right to be loved, I’m sureTheres no need to complicateOur time is shortThis is our fate, I’m yoursNo I won’t hesitate no more, no moreThis cannot wait I’m sureThere’s no need to complicateOur time is shortThis is our fate, I’m yours, I’m yours

~~I CARE ABOUT YOU~~

what is de hard thing to do..??
is that say something but wish u didn't do..??
or is that not say anything but wish u did do..??
i think..de hardest thing is not say anything but wish u didn't...
why you afraid to tell someone that u love him/her..??
r u afraid to lose him/her in what u have with her/him..
juz say that u love someone...if u do so..ur heart might be broken..but if u dont,,,u might break their heart...
so,,what r u waiting for..?? juz tell the truth...

to be continued.....(.^_^.)

SUKARELAWAN YAYASAN PERAK

pd ari jumaat & sabtu yg lepas,,,sy tlah menghadiri 1 kursus khas 4 anak negeri perrak yg b'tujuan untuk jd sukarelawan..mtlmtnye sy n kwn2 yg sebaya sy menjdi sukarelawan untuk menbantu ank2 muda skrg spya mnjd lbeh gemilang, terbilang & cemerlang...seronok sgt time kat sne,,but sad coz dat kursus is too short..only 2 days...not to long 4 sy n kwn2 yg laen berkenalan dgn lbeh rpt lg...pape pon,..mesej yg ingin d'smpaikan oleh jbtn yayasan perak kpd sy..telah tercappai..kini sy berazam akn membantu ank2 muda skrg menjd lbeh cemerlang..hope sy akn berjmpe dgn rakan2 sy sewaktu di kursus 2 lg n hope sy akn berjaya menjadi seorg sukarelawan kpd negeri perak...sekian